Let me tell you who you are to me – A Personal Letter

Posted by Knonie

I Love Me - Knonie

When I first communicated with you, it was very comfortable. I felt that this is the person who can understand my thoughts and speak in the same language. Talking about all that idealism and love and mysticism with you, that was too good. And then you wished that conversation never end. I wished the same.

It was good to find someone who has time to talk about the concept of Love, God, Creation, and so much more. A person who has more things to talk about rather than just careers, women and commercial songs. I started believing in everything you said. I never thought they are only words. I found peace and light in your words, and I told you that. It’s correct, as you said, that I also know so many things, but still, I’m not perfect. In your presence I learned many things. I learned that these things are real, the love Rumi talked about is not just words, but that is Real.

Then, you said I’m one of those people who have the key to your heart– I was surprised by this statement. I started feeling myself even closer to you. You asked me to come with you, fly with you, be you, be one… I trusted your words… I fell in love with your inner Self…

Those few days during which we communicated, were the days I remained intoxicated in you…

I’m all full of scars. I told you I’m brokenhearted and I’m fed up of this world full of lies. I told you I’m weak and I want to fly, but my wings are broken. I am a weary and tired traveller, who came to your door for help, because fate sent me to you. I am a bird, who cannot fly because its wings are damaged. You picked me up from your door, told me that I can be all right. You will mend my wings, you will teach me how to fly and you will keep me with you. That made me confident and happy… And then last night you said you are not the person who can help me. Go back to the world who has broken your wings. Go back to the storms that are waiting for you. Survive or die, but I cannot help you because I’m not the one you are looking for. I’m sorry. And after that, you threw me away from your door…

For the first time in my life, I thought I’m closer to the truth…
I still believe it’s not an illusion…
I still love you…
I will always love you…

 


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